today's song is one that makes me happy because i'm trying to stay positive! i called the vet yesterday out of concern for penny's worsening asthma attacks and we have to bring her back in today. they are concerned about fluid in her lungs, which they referred to as a "death sentence". they also warned me that the visit is projected to cost around $500. at the risk of sounding dramatic, penny is truly the love of my life, and i want her to outlive me so i never have to know what it's like to lose her! yep, definitely just reached crazy cat lady status.